Hourglass of Humanity
To the parts of me that are peeling away and who feel unsafe about where the shedding will take them, I love you.
To the parts of me who feel so broken and unravelling and who don’t know where to go or what to do or how to act, I love you.
To the waves of emotions that wash through me, both gently and with full force, I love you.
I am learning to be the observer of all that happens within me and through me and around me, but the ones who are merging, shedding, peeling away and molting are unsure about how to do this.
Is it me I am feeling or just the waves of emotions that all humans feel?
I do think we are connected through our feelings and through our truest and deepest natures. It’s like we’re an hour glass, collectively and individually, and we feel it when the sand moves from one side to the other, kind of like how humanity is moving from living unconsciously to living more consciously, but the hour glass keeps flipping throughout that evolution, so that we can have the ultimate experience of growth, both personally and collectively.
Today, the hour glass has flipped and I am feeling that despair, that pain, fatigue and exhaustion. By writing this though, I feel better. The hour glass will tip again and I can watch the grains of sand pouring through me, no matter what they bring along with them to be witnessed, observed and loved.
Peace to you and to all.
Note from me: I wrote this nearly two months ago and it helped me to be more patient, loving and understanding with myself as I was flipping back and forth between feeling blissful and lost. I can sense that I will expand on this topic in the near future as I have more insights from going through this! May it help you! Namaste!!!