I wrote this poem a few days ago, when I was feeling so much pulling me away from myself and I didn’t know what to do. I was trying to work at my desk, but it was hard and I felt like I was barely staying above the surface of what I was feeling. For some reason, I decided to write, and through doing so, a deeper experience of the “pull” came to me and I was freed a few hours later as it sank in. May these words bring awareness of the pull that is the ego, that is the unconsciousness on the planet, so that you may see how free you already are. Many blessings to you!
There is a part of me that never needs to be fed by anything
as it is complete, whole and self-nourishing.
However, the part of me that feeds off of drama, junk food,
competition, hate, anger, rage, despair,
overwhelm, panic and sadness
It is showing me it is present.
It is wanting me to feed it
without any regard to conscious action.
I see you.
I feel you.
I know your hunger.
I cannot feed you in the way that you want, crave or need.
I am waking up and you are hungry.
I know you will never be satisfied, that you will always crave, reach, pull, grab and hang on.
I don’t know what to do for you, except to be your witness,
the witness to what drives humanity to be inhuman,
the witness to the cause of the suffering of all beings,
the cause of the competition, greed and destruction
that is now ready to be revealed;
ready to be loved
through compassion, separation and merging with the wholeness within.
May your dissolving be gentle, peaceful and loving.
May I have the courage to be your witness
no matter how fiercely you crave, hunger or hold on.
I love you and I am here,
separating from you
loving you as your journey comes to this point of completion.
May all beings be blessed with the courage
clarity and awareness to separate from the hunger
and merge with the one who never hungers.
May the homecoming of the one who hungers be glorious.