On the eve of my birthday….
I sit back and reflect on my 31st year and what a crazy journey it has been!
We moved into a very peaceful home.
We found food freedom (please see My Healings: My Food Healing).
I started healing and discovering my true self.
I have learned that it is okay to do things for me.
I have learned that the sun is always there, behind the clouds.
I have learned to celebrate life, breathe and be grateful, truly grateful, for my life and all the circumstances that brought me here, closer to my true self than ever.
I have learned that I can sing loudly, dance boldly and in a big way, that I can tickle my daughter and be spontaneously fun, that I can cook pretty well, that my body can take in what it needs and let the rest pass through, that I can let life come to me instead of forcing my way through it, and most importantly, I have gotten in touch with the love that I truly am, and I can now see it in all people, instead of walking around with judgement, with wanting to be different and to hide, now I see the love, and I feel the love. What a blessing.
So tonight, I celebrate the freedom I have found on this healing journey. I celebrate that I can eat Doritos and read Harry Potter while my husband is out of town and our beauty daughter sleeps. I celebrate that I can sit here in my underwear typing this and that’s cool (instead of having to hide my body). I can celebrate that my life no longer has an undercurrent of sadness and negativity, that I am growing, and shining and finding my bright light, and living my true life.